So. About that…. I signed into my Maker Max account. It says my application was accepted. So that’s cool. The only problem is for some reason I can’t log in now? It’s really weird.

I was told today my new glasses look like batman glasses. 

I think I need a hair cut..

What was I saying? Oh yeah YouTube.. So I read over the contract and submitted my agreement thingy, but now I can’t seem to access it. I’m not really concerned, I mean I don’t have that much traffic through my account anyways so if worst case scenario happens. oh well right? I was only up to 13 subscribers and 2500 views or something. 

Crazy though. I was relatively shocked by it. Wouldn’t that be wicked though? I’ll seriously need to step up my game when it comes to production value. Or… be more active with it. It’s not going to be easy. I have the hardest time doing those walk around bullshit vlogs. I did a few but it’s soooo awkward. People look at you like you’re crazy. As much as I don’t care what people think when I’m just wandering around, it really unnerves me to carry a camera and talk to it. Maybe it’s because I’m just uncomfortable talking to a camera in the first place?

I had a brief conversation with a kid at work(I can say that because he’s younger than me). I asked him what his long term goals were, he said a professional drive. By that he meant a drifter. Which I didn’t know was a real thing, but hey, more power to you. It’s awesome to dream. 

Then he asked me…. So I thought for a bit. What do I wish I could do? I’d be an actor. Not saying I’m good at it, but it’d be a lot of fun I think. That being said an author would be dope too… The actor thing is funny though, because cameras make me uncomfortable. I could try stage acting? I dunno. That seems intense.. That’s one of the reasons I like YouTube! I get to just ramble, and be me. My little monologues. Kind of like this.

If I could make a small amount of money at the same time.. even better! 

I think I’m done. 

Crash and burn.

Go Hawks!