REGRETS! Something Something Something

Have you ever done something you thought was awesome and after finishing it someone points out a way to do it in about 1% the amount of time and effort. That’s how I feel right now. This shit is stupid. I spent days working on this monstrosity in my single player Minecraft world only to just find out I could have gotten a much more productive system with that 1% effort i had referenced earlier… face palm to end all face palms… right now. seriously… fuck…

In other news I updated my modpack and it screwed everything up. For those of you who know what I’m talking about. Awesome.

I’m a fairly level headed guy, I approach most things with the same deadpan half asleep stare. It works quite well when I’m actually mad because most often people don’t notice. It does get me in trouble when people think I’m not paying attention… or when I’m on a date that the lady thinks I think she’s boring… lets be honest… it’s true most of the time. That’s not a shot at women, I love conversations. My attention span is just

so this morning(did you get that joke). I was so mad… mad doesn’t even work. Livid, a word I do not use lightly, I was livid. So chocked full of rage I was in a state of serenity. Oh what a good film… #thegoodoldtimes holy shit.. no gross I hate hashtags. buuut I have a twitter. Well I don’t TodhunterGetDwn from ProcrastoBros does.. who is actually me, but only for the sake of sharing content. Which we’re not actually making right now because I’m too busy writing silly pointless blogs and recording even less pointfull vlogs… http://www.youtube.com/somecallmecasey (self plug). shit I got off topic.

I don’t get bored of the conversations with women, I just like to have fluid dynamic conversations, so if they aren’t I space out and imagine myself riding a dinosaur fighting demonic zombie cybermen alongside The 10th Doctor.

Right…. work. Uhmmm Yeah so it’s that weird state of anger where you’re so mad you’re calm. It is definitely one of the more peculiar sensations I’ve experienced in my life. It doesn’t happen nearly as much as it used to.

I just drank a RedBull. Probably not a good idea as it is 22:39 and I should be at work around 05:30 tomorrow..

How often do you regret the meal/snack you just ate? Me… almost every time. Honestly I’m >< that disgusted with myself most of the time. That’s squinty eyes if  you couldn’t tell, as in I don’t want to look at a mirror.

Whoa, that got a little depressing. On a lighter note. Rainbow Unicorn poop/farts have finally been explained. The Unicorn horn acts as a prism, while it’s digestive tract is made mostly of fiber optic cables it simply refracts and splits the light as it passes from nose to butt! Wooow SCIENCE! well not really.

Sometimes I am genuinely concerned with the randomness of my thoughts. If you haven’t noticed yet this has become my 10-20 minute segmented stream of consciousness. The only time I will delete something instead of simply moving on is if I mucked up the spelling or made a typing error. Aside from that, well this is me. In my head. Scary right? BOOOo or is it WOOooOoooOO like a ghost? shiiiit I don’t know.

I’m almost done with my class this quarter. I think. therefore.. therefor? which one? I am. either works. What I meant waaaasss I’m almost done! Yay, which means back to attempting to make content for my youtube channel! yaaaay(say it in your best kermit the frog voice)…(while doing the kermit dance)…(don’t forget the green facepaint)…. (why am I using so many parentheses?) Because I can! That’s why.

You know what the coolest way to end a show is. Hold out your hand and drop the….

*boom*(that’s the sound of the mic dropping)

 

 

Crash and Burn

Dream Crusher(my brother calls me this)

An Even More Random Stream of Thoughts Starting With YouTube

I’m sitting here watching a stream of one of my more favorite YouTube guys and I decided to write a bit of rando thoughts.

I find the whole YouTube thing to be incredibly peculiar. I mean, I have a vlog, I have a gaming channel. Neither are popular at all, but loads of fun. It’s weird staring at the lens talking about my day. I mean, most of my conversations end up one sided so it’s not too far from the norm, but still. No head nod in agreement or anything… Then, some random folks from the internet decide they enjoy watching me talk and subscribe…. how weird is that? I mean that’s awesome, but I don’t think of myself as entertaining enough to listen to.

Who knows I guess. I would be so stoked if it actually got a bunch of subs. I do enjoy attention… and I like people listening to me…

Anyways moving back to just the in general idea of YouTube. It’s weird after watching so many vids it feels like you know the person. It’s basically one step below stalking a person, but it’s socially acceptable. Weird right? I guess it’s similar to following a television show or reading a book series, except the person on the other side is a real person, it’s really their life and they’re voluntarily sharing it for whatever reason. Such a weird thought… Imagine it in a different context “Let me write a diary/journal about all my whatevers, Oh then I’ll mass produce it and hand it out in public places for people to enjoy while they take their breaks at work and drink their coffees.

The fucked up part is the trolls. Yes some of the people that generate content are morons, but they’re people too. The fact that there are little assholes that hide behind bullshit names and tear into someone and insult them at the most fundamental levels is ridiculous. I seriously don’t get it. I’ll probably go more into this another time in a more calculated organized thought process, but it boils down to one thing. People are people, regardless or whatever thing they believe or look like, or sound like, whatever. They at the most fundamental level are a person and should be treated that way.

I can be a dick, but I still will respect your right to exist and your right to be a person…. I should probably just go to sleep.

you guys should check out Strippin, he’s the guy whose stream I’m currently watching.

http://www.twitch.tv/strippin

yogscast strippin(on youtube)

Crash and Burn

Casey